KatyGarnham

Leo, you were arrogant, and yet a very clever fool- you thought you'd be know through ages as humanity's greatest tool! However, Mona Lisa, is all we whisper for your name, a brief salute to Science and to Mathematics, barely, what were you to claim? My heart goes out to you, old soul, you'd fill it with wax in a beat, make me some show-stopping meat! You'd dissect it and make notes on every valve on how it flows, on every crevice and every hole, how it made my stomach roll, and yet your old brain knows my friend, how important this slicing and dicing would be, the scrolls you scrawled will go down in history! Leo, my man! Your hair how it

I cannot believe that an awful weight, a tragic fate, my worst mistake, my heart would shake, a horrid take on my world Is lifted, is changed, is fixed, is stopped, is retook and refilled my fate upon humanity. My heart was crying, my soul was sad, my tears were dyeing my skin blue. How could I be happy without the approval of you? My life felt invalid, my sould-card denied. and though my soul sung a ballad, you never stopped and tried to see through me and my eyes and my heart, I love her, I love them (female), I love she, I love we (female), I love you (female), I love who? (female). (FEMALE) Do not try to deny me of a right written

I am in love with someone who I do not know. Whose name is absent in my mind and face I do not recognize. Not because they are a stranger to me, but because they don't exist in my life yet. I am in love with someone who I do not know yet. But still their love excites me, the thought of one day holding them- whoever they are, makes me believe love still exists. I am in love with someone who I do not know at present. Their eyes are full of emotion, I imagine, and their warmth and passion will make me believe that I am worth loving. I am in love with the idea of someone. They are vague and do not have a "look". I am not one for "types". But

I just really want someone to hold, not even a simple want but crushing need for them to mold-to my form. As I lay at night in despair I call out for you to save me, for I am lonely. I just want someone to mean so much to me, that every time they touch me; I'm in love. I need this soon, for I am lonely. I need someone to lay their heavy head against my breast while I run my fingertip through their hair, releasing their sorrow in whispers of comfort for I am lonely. While my heart aches so painfully, someone's out there waiting for me and she is beautiful. she is kind she is outstanding and intelligent and take your breath away brilliant.

PART 10   After a hazy sleep where I kept waking up to the sound of coughing in the other private room behind me, it was finally morning- except it was six oclock in the morning and the boys said they would be round about nine-ish. I had given up with trying to sleep so I pressed the button behind me to alert a nurse that I needed assistance. The same nurse came in with a wide smile on her face. She complimented that I looked much brighter and healthier than when I first arrived. With me being shy and awkward, I nodded and thanked her- complimenting how she looked great after a twelve hour shift… She chuckled nervously and checked me o

  PART 9 As soon as everything went black- it all seemed to come back to me. I felt my weight against the bed and my head heavy on something soft. I felt a warm breeze against my right hand, I felt my eyelids feel heavy. I tried to move them, I tried to lift them but as soon as I got the open they closed- the lights were so bright I squinted even with my eyes closed. I felt the breeze halt against my hand and a weight on the bed next to my hip was lifted. I opened my eyes to find a very tired, pale looking Phil next to my bed.  He was still wearing the same clothes, although they looked more creased, and his blue eyes brightened when they me

PART 8 My vision went hazy around the edge and voiced became muffled. A sharp pain hit the back of my head and all of a sudden the sky was in view, clouds were now visible to me. They were soon blocked by the faces of all four boys- mouthing words I couldn’t hear and fear, worry and shock was etched into their faces. I felt hands around my cheeks, I felt breath on my ear but no sound as PJ leaning in to- I assume- shout something to me. I was rigid, frozen, but I felt trembling all through my body, my arms and my legs were jumping up and down- my whole body was convulsing. I was terrified, locked into position but moving against my own

PART 7 I awoke to low mumbling and opened my eyes to find PJ sat up in bed, talking to Dan who was laid awake in his bed. I sat up and stretched, my back was stiff from the hard floor. I winced at my right side, a pain shot through part of my ribs and I crippled in agony. “ Katy?” PJ asked, his head flicking to my crumpled body. I released a hand from clutching my ribs to give PJ a thumbs up- signalling I was okay. I wasn’t. The pain subsided and I slowly sat up. The sun was shining through the window. I squinted, it was right in my line of sight. Dan patted beside him where there was a space for me to sit, I moved over-

PART 7 I awoke to low mumbling and opened my eyes to find PJ sat up in bed, talking to Dan who was laid awake in his bed. I sat up and stretched, my back was stiff from the hard floor. I winced at my right side, a pain shot through part of my ribs and I crippled in agony. “ Katy?” PJ asked, his head flicking to my crumpled body. I released a hand from clutching my ribs to give PJ a thumbs up- signalling I was okay. I wasn’t. The pain subsided and I slowly sat up. The sun was shining through the window. I squinted, I was right in my line of sight. Dan patted beside him where there was a space for me to sit, I moved over- a

PART 6 I heard two voices, one a little far away and the other low and quiet near my ear. “ We need to get going if we want to get to PJ’s on time.” “ Yeah, but aww, look.” The closer voice murmured, a deep sound with a smile obvious in his words. Shuffling grew close to my ear and the next voice came not so far away from the previous. “ Aw!” The voice was lounder. “ Shhh!” The closer voice hissed, the vibrations hummed on my ear lobe whenever he spoke. “ We’ve changed her life, Dan.” I stirred, sighing lightly as my sleep was being disturbed. My eyes fluttered op